2.6 down

12 pounds to go... only one pound off from where i wanted to be at this point. i'm hoping the crazy komen event will give me a bump in the right direction. although, i'm worried it won't because of all the snacking. more energy out requires extra energy in, but i think (with all the high point/full fat foods) that i ended up overcompensating. i earned 43 points over the course of the three days, which is RIDICULOUS. i want to thank the "hills" of gaithersburg for that. i ate all of those points... and 29 more. i don't know if i miscalculated my activity or food, but i know the numbers will not be in my favor regardless of finagling. i'm just hoping that my body actually managed to burn all the excess food so i don't gain this week. i won't lie; i'll be devastated if i'm up. i'm getting so close to the end, and i'm more emotionally invested than when i started

i never thought i'd be at this point, weighing less than i did when i started high school. i didn't believe i could be in single digit clothes, but i successfully put on and zipped size 8 boot cuts at old navy last week (didn't buy them). it never occurred to me that i would actually be happy with the way i look instead of indifferent/ashamed. i have come a long fucking way from where i was, and i'm fighting not to go back... i just keep wondering if i'm fighting hard enough to make it last

but i want to belive the finish line is close