starving to death

well... not really... i just can't stop thinking about food at the moment. i made cinnamon rolls over the weekend (pillsbury reduced fat), and ate the last one for breakfast today. it's the same breakfast i had yesterday, and i didn't learn my lesson. it's simply not filling enough on it's own. it's a waste of three points. i could've had cereal for the same amount instead of that sugary lump of yum. not to say the cereal isn't yummy; i wanted to finish the rolls without scarfing down a ton of other crap with it. i was gonna make myself some tea to stave off the hunger, but i forgot to bring more packets from home. should've grabbed those last night

bah. i am failing at food today. so i'm going to have to distract myself until 1230. i have a couple work tasks and some personal stuff to handle i guess. fingers crossed that it takes my mind off my achy tummy...

on another note, i adjusted my self challenge. i noticed that i was being a bit hard on myself about eating out so i changed how i calculated that penalty. plus it makes more sense for how i manage the "not eating out this week" bonus. not really sure what i was thinking before... also popped in revabs last night, and did an entire hour (two workouts). it's been about two weeks since the last time so i think it's why i'm a bit tired this morning. however, i'm not in much pain. i feel it a little bit in my shoulders/neck if i'm not sitting up straight. i guess this will force me to work on my posture, too. i've gotten really bad after all these office jobs

*sigh* i should probably get to work. otherwise, i will continue to think about eating this:

someone submitted it to this is why you're fat for a reason ;)