2.6 down

wed was a great day. i lost all my vacation/period weight plus some extra. so im officially back to my jan 2008 weight :D

this week is not going as well in terms of keeping up with my goals. thurs, i spent the night at p's. he cooked dinner (not just microwaving frozen meals :)) - chicken, carrots and rice a roni. unfortunately, the rice a roni was a jillion more points than i was expecting. fri, i went out for sushi with m and e. i was terrible - 2 special rolls, gyoza, shumai and tempura ice cream. sat, i went to c's bridal shower and snacked on everything under the sun. sat night, i stayed at p's again. burned some calories and didn't eat much while there, but n and i snacked on pickles, cheese and wine when i got home sun night. not the best idea but totally delicious. i had hoped to save my points for mon because mom grilled. unfortunately, i had too little self control this weekend and now have negative points for the week. i did earn some activity to balance, but i need more. im hoping to earn the 9 points im lacking, which is always easier said than done. im having sushi again tonight w n and j so i need to do some advanced planning to keep from overeating again. im planning to hit the community gym after dinner too

i also have been neglecting the wii. i managed to get on yesterday and today, but only to take the body test. i gotta get my ass in gear in time for halloween. i have big plans for my costume, and i dont want to feel like a cow in queen's clothing the whole night

i want to make big changes in all areas of my life, but im starting to falter with my weight loss... why must everything be so difficult?