yesterday was a bad body day, and it's ruining my today...c & b's wedding is saturday, but i have nothing to wear. so i trekked out to the mall to see if there was anything worth buying. negatory :( most of the dresses were too promy or too party, and the few i picked out didnt fit right. i may be losing weight, but i still have a large bust, which makes sizing oh so fun. my body has always been between two sizes, but it's more pronounced these days. either dresses fit in the bust but are too tight around the waist. or they fit nicely around the waist and gape at the bust... i left empty handed and unhappy. i couldnt even shop at vicky's to boost my spirits. stupid sunday hours... this is why i hate clothes shopping. 90% of the time i leave with one or two things and hating myself. this time i left with only my own fat ass

now i'll have to throw something together from my wardrobe of work clothes... why cant i have a fairy godmother that can whip up something awesome with her wand? better yet, why cant she make me a body that doesnt make me want to crawl under a rock?