0.8 pounds down

so the walking was just barely enough for this week. but i'm still happy with almost a full pound gone. it's funny how i still dont think i look that different than i did 11 pounds ago, but some of my clothes fit differently. i just bought new jeans over a month ago - one size and two sizes up from what i was wearing (on the off change i felt like squeezing my ass into jeans). on a good day the bigger jeans are loose. on a great day the smaller jeans are loose. im annoyed only because i spent $100 on jeans that i might not be able to wear in another month. and im not going to keep them around "just in case". i plan to never ever be as big as i was on april 18th 2009. that was a sad fucking day and i dont want any more of those.

which means more working out and less eating junk. im going to Ps tonight and ive already convinced him to go walking with me. there's a park near his place with a few trails. he "suggested" we could go walk around there. what he doesnt know is that im going to make him walk the two miles to get to the park. and i am not above bribing him with sex to make it happen...